Ash Wednesday by Paula McLain

Ash Wednesday

A heartbreak turned hauntingly poetic

Written byPaula McLain
Length1h09m
Release dateJuly 28, 2022
LanguageEnglish
★★★★☆ 4.4 (124 ratings)

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AuthorPaula McLain
NarratorMalcolm Hillgartner
Runtime1h09m
PublishedJuly 28, 2022
Rating★★★★☆ 4.4 / 5 (124 ratings)
CategoriesLiterature & Fiction, Anthologies & Short Stories, Short Stories, Genre Fiction, Family Life, Historical Fiction
FormatAudiobook (Digital)
PlatformAudible

About This Audiobook

Paula McLain’s *Ash Wednesday* distills grief into something luminous—a short story so finely wrought it feels like a held breath. Based on a real-life disaster near Cleveland, the narrative orbits a family grappling with the sudden loss of a loved one, their unraveling and fragile mending captured in McLain’s signature spare yet incantatory prose. There’s no melodrama here, just the quiet devastation of ordinary people confronting the unthinkable, rendered with a novelist’s precision. Malcolm Hillgartner’s narration is the audiobook’s secret weapon: his voice, warm and gravelly, carries the weight of sorrow without ever tipping into sentimentality. His pacing is deliberate, each pause a heartbeat of reflection, and his ability to shift between perspective and intimate detail makes the listening experience feel like being handed a whispered confession. If you’ve ever stared down the silence after a loss, this 70-minute story will resonate with the ache of recognition. At just over an hour, it’s the kind of piece that lingers like embers—brief, but impossible to shake.

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Editor's Review ★★★★☆

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I approached *Ash Wednesday* with skepticism: a short story about grief risks feeling either too abstract or mawkishly on-the-nose, but McLain sidesteps both pitfalls with devastating efficiency. The prose is so controlled it’s almost surgical, dissecting a family’s grief with clinical precision while still feeling achingly human. Hillgartner’s narration elevates it further—his voice has the texture of a man who’s weathered his own sorrows, and he balances the story’s sorrowful weight with a restraint that borders on reverence. That said, the production had me wishing for slightly more dynamic range in some sections; a few lines felt delivered with the same measured cadence, which occasionally dulled the emotional peaks. The real knock, though, is McLain’s refusal to tie things up neatly. The ending is abrupt in the best way—more a sigh than a resolution—leaving the listener to sit with the unresolved, which, honestly, is exactly where grief lives. If you’re looking for catharsis, this isn’t it. But if you want something that acknowledges the rawness of loss without pretending to heal it, Hillgartner and McLain deliver.

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