We Play Ourselves by Jen Silverman

We Play Ourselves

Scandal, art, and the cost of female ambition

Written byJen Silverman
Narrated byRenata Friedman
Length12h09m
Release dateFebruary 9, 2021
LanguageEnglish
★★★★ 4.1 (26 ratings)

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AuthorJen Silverman
NarratorRenata Friedman
Runtime12h09m
PublishedFebruary 9, 2021
Rating★★★★ 4.1 / 5 (26 ratings)
CategoriesLGBTQ+, Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction, Literary Fiction
FormatAudiobook (Digital)
PlatformAudible

About This Audiobook

*We Play Ourselves* isn’t just another redemption arc—it’s a razor-sharp dissection of how women exploit, rescue, and betray each other under the guise of art. Jen Silverman’s protagonist, a disgraced playwright named Cass, flees New York for Los Angeles after a public meltdown, only to stumble into the orbit of a cult-like filmmaker, Caroline, who’s documenting the violent fantasies of three teenage girls. The novel thrums with uneasy tension: Is Caroline a visionary or a predator? Is Cass complicit or just desperate? Silverman’s prose crackles with dark humor and moral ambiguity, refusing easy answers.

Renata Friedman’s narration is the audiobook’s secret weapon—her delivery swings between wry detachment and creeping dread, mirroring Cass’s unraveling. Friedman’s pacing is deliberate, letting Silverman’s barbed dialogue land with precision, especially in scenes where Cass’s cynicism clashes with the girls’ eerie intensity. This isn’t a passive listen; it’s a psychological unspooling, where the audio format amplifies the claustrophobia of Cass’s bad decisions. Perfect for fans of *My Year of Rest and Relaxation*’s biting satire or *The Girls*’ unsettling cult dynamics, but with a queer, meta-theatrical edge all its own.

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Editor's Review ★★★★

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I’ll admit: I went into *We Play Ourselves* expecting another *flee-your-life-to-find-yourself* story, but Jen Silverman subverts that trope with surgical precision. Cass is a terrible protagonist—self-absorbed, often cowardly—and that’s what makes her fascinating. Her descent into Caroline’s orbit feels less like a choice and more like a slow-motion car crash, with Renata Friedman’s narration acting as the siren in the distance. Friedman’s performance is masterful in its restraint; she doesn’t overplay Cass’s sarcasm or the girls’ menace, which makes their interactions all the more chilling. The production is clean, but the real standout is how Friedman modulates her tone during Cass’s internal monologues, where the self-loathing seeps through like a stain. That said, the audiobook isn’t without flaws. The middle act drags slightly as Cass’s passivity starts to feel less like character development and more like narrative stagnation. And while the teenage girls’ sections are haunting, their voices occasionally blur together in audio form—a missed opportunity to distinguish them more sharply. Still, the finale lands with a gut-punch, and Silverman’s refusal to tidy up the moral mess makes it linger. If you love audiobooks that *demand* your attention (and reward it with unease), this is a standout. Just don’t expect to like anyone by the end.

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