My Beloved Monster by Caleb Carr

My Beloved Monster

A Cat, a Writer, and Raw Healing

Written byCaleb Carr
Narrated byJames Lurie
Length13h47m
Release dateApril 16, 2024
LanguageEnglish
★★★★☆ 4.8 (716 ratings)

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AuthorCaleb Carr
NarratorJames Lurie
Runtime13h47m
PublishedApril 16, 2024
Rating★★★★☆ 4.8 / 5 (716 ratings)
CategoriesBiographies & Memoirs, Home & Garden, Pets & Animal Care
FormatAudiobook (Digital)
PlatformAudible

About This Audiobook

My Beloved Monster isn’t a saccharine pet memoir—it’s a visceral, unsentimental portrait of two damaged souls finding equilibrium in chaos. Caleb Carr, best known for his dark historical thrillers, reveals a deeply personal side in this memoir of Masha, a feral cat with fangs, fury, and an uncanny will to survive. Their bond forms not through quiet purring but through claw marks, broken bones, and mutual distrust slowly giving way to fierce loyalty. This is a story about trauma, recovery, and the unpredictable ways love manifests—especially when one half of the relationship could, and nearly does, maul you.

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  • Expert narration by James Lurie brings every character and scene to life across 13h47m of immersive audio.
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Editor's Review ★★★★☆

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James Lurie’s narration is a revelation—understated, weathered, and perfectly calibrated to Carr’s introspective, often raw tone. He doesn’t perform Masha; he conveys her through silence, tension, and the subtle shift in Carr’s voice when she’s near. The audiobook’s strength lies in its refusal to anthropomorphize. Masha is never ‘cute’—she’s a force of nature, and Lurie captures the weight of that. The pacing is deliberate, almost novelistic, with long stretches of quiet introspection broken by explosive, feline-driven chaos. I wanted more on Carr’s writing life during this period—there’s a missed opportunity in not weaving his creative process more deeply into the narrative. And while the production is clean, some transitions between recollection and present-day reflection feel abrupt. Still, this is audiobook storytelling at its most intimate. It’s not for listeners seeking light animal tales; it’s for those who appreciate complexity—the kind where healing doesn’t arrive with a bow, but with stitches and a cat who once wrestled a bear.

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